it’s comforting, being in your arms when i need you at my darkest hours. i’m capable of waking up from a nightmare and snuggle up next to you knowing you’re always going to be here.
i love you! and always will.
at some point, you’ll be someone’s everything. you’ll be the reason why they wake up in the morning happy, you’ll be the reason why they get off work or school excited to go home to the one whose waiting for them. they’ll simply be full of joy, happiness, love, and the one you;d be missing. But, there’s a point where some people become something that isn’t close to everything anymore. they give up on the love, the seek for something more than what they have, and where do they end up? sad and alone with no one to turn too.
but with you? you’re the kind of person i wake up every morning beside, happy yet sad. sad? because you often have to leave earlier than i do for work. but when i do wake up? it’s nice to find that warm, cute, text message saying good morning babe, i’m at work now, text me when you wake up. it’s strange, i may not express it as much as i like to anymore because i\ve become so comfortable with you. but i love you, i love you to pieces, you make my heart skip a beat, you still give me butterflies, but most of all, i love all that you are and all that you do. you’re everything i could of possibly asked for.
and, i’ll never let go.
“This is for all of you that have ever given someone everything, only to be hurt in return.
This is for all of you that have ever had to lie and tell yourself that you were okay, because it was the only thing you could do.”
in the next two weeks.. i’ll be off to vancouver spending it with k. ma and the boyfriend. I’m pretty excited! a little vacation time before i start my spring semester again. school’s been hell but overall it’s been a good year. made new friends, new memories, but most of all, i’ve just had a wonderful year spent with the important people in my life.
spa day with my bestie next week too! it’s been a long two month wait <3
it’s wonderful isn’t it? to have someone who is willing to be there when you’re at your lowest and to have someone be there to enjoy the accomplishments you make at the highest point in your life.
it’s wonderful, to have someone you can share all your joys and all your worries with. but it’s funny, how people can take that for granted, they thrw it all away just for a night of fun, or simply because they’re too immature to hold onto something thats real. and instead they fall for something that is temporary. but i’m glad there are people out there who do so, if it weren’t for people like that, everyone would be stuck with the wrong person, at the wrong time, and nobody would be willing to let go because they’re too scared of what’s to come next.
but then there’s the individuals who are willing to give up on the simple things and try to make things work in what they see as their current relationship whether it’s as friends or more. it’s the people willing to see past the childish ways, the stupid immature problems that can possibly occur, and the silly arguments. it’s the people who are capable of looking past all the bad and welcoming all the good that are often the happiest.
why? because people who are able to let go of the negative and focus on the positive don’t have to worry about what other bad thing will happen next. take it as a learning experience, sometimes the negatives aren’t so bad.
I wish it wasnt so close to my finals so that I’d be able to plan a lot easier and quicker :(:(
But hopefully this year is just as good as last ;) or better yet, better than last.
Love you babe
it’s a funny feeling isn’t it? when you watch someone make the same mistake you once made, when you watch someone hold onto someone whose hurt them so badly yet still continues to unconditionally love them. it’s strange to sit and think about the idea that, you, were once that person. that person who chased after someone who didn’t notice you there or? someone who did but didn’t care enough to notice how much you really cared. and then, there’s the people in your life whom you wonder why you anticipate a message from once in a while, on special occasions like the holidays, your birthday, the day you first became friends, or what not.
but it’s not because there’s any sort of intentions but rather, it’s because we sit and anticipate the fact that, “they haven’t forgotten the important dates.” we as humans don’t ever want to look at the possibility of just becoming a distant memory or a memory that’s forgotten. that’s the reason why we sit and wait to hear from the people who were either once close or still are. because to some extent, no one wants to be forgotten and left behind as if they never existed.
but then it comes down to the fact that, what if one day, you do become that distant memory? will you be able to grasp on and pull it back.
:) it’s been a good year, here’s to another one ;)
;( i had such a good sleep yet for some reason i’m so exhausted today. almost fell a sleep in my first class.. and i’m sure my prof saw me passing out hahahahahaha
but besides that, i wake up to your pretty face every morning so for the most part at least my mornings are wonderful. cuddled in your arms and being able to just whisper to you “baby good morning, it’s time to get up” ;)
gosh i miss you already and it’s only been like 2 hours. i just want to finish with this stupid midterm today and go home and cuddle with you. <3
oh and.. since it’s been so long since i’ve been on these social networks, 5 more days! counting down the days.
love you babe.
how someone could just wake up one day and not feel anything towards you anymore when the previous day, they told you they loved you and they made you believe they cared. it’s crazy isn’t it, how someone could wake up and decide not to talk to you anymore when the previous day, they replied to every message and made you believe they enjoy talking to you? how someone could wake up one day and forget all about you, when the previous day, they paid attention to you and made you believe this attention was never going to go away. and when this happens? you wish you could say fuck these feelings and walk away so easily like they could, but you can’t because they control your feelings.
but it’s easy to do for most people that is. it’s easy to do towards someone who simply means nothing to you anymore. and quite frankly, it’s a good thing. it’s good to be able to move along and forget about someone who has once treated you like you’re easily replaceable.
This is the saddest commercial I’ve ever seen in my life
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING COMMERCIAL IS THIS? ALL OF THAT EMOTIONAL TURMOIL I JUST WENT THROUGH JUST TO SELL INSURANCE? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE?
I’m sobbing.
FOR INSURANCE
NO
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That you can’t simply just let go of. Why? Because when you look back at everything she does for you and says, regardless of how young she may have been, you realize she was always real. No fake feelings no mind games, she stayed true and unconditionally cared. She’s the kind of girl that when you lose her? You can’t help yourself but to wonder what happened and the possibilities of making things work.
Isn’t that so?
